ROCK ON

a new movie

a new feeling and after a long time something convincing in the name of entertainment, can say the flick with its name has brought a rock on season amidst indian youth.

but my case is different these days, i am not rocking as i do or as i can do :P

me, poor vishal stuck in a place which i dont really like neither abhor it too, but definitely not savouring passing the days of my life like this.

among this the pressure of clearing MBA examinations. n in India with such huge competetion every thing becomes tough, hard to achieve but not invincible ofcourse.

just trying to show everywhere that i have not turned up into a pessimist. :P

but 1 thing gud with this mba preparation is that after a long time i have set some goals for myself. i would not concede the fact that till now i have not given ma 100% and even what ever effort i have been putting in I am not satrisfied with the progress i am showing or rather i am not showing progress. But still i know I never give up ma heart. I still have time.

and as always hard work will pay. hoping that i will writing ma next blog in more confident comfortable and soothing way and not just strewn it with the cribbing stuff like this i set this to an end.

hope m1 reads this n feels elated or dismay or sort of confused feelings for me..........

HEY HI EVEYONE.....ME POSTING AFTER REALLY A LONG TIME.......MAY BE THE FIRST ONE EVER SINCE I JOINED MY JOB.

Hmmmm...me in chennai these days....n as any one could easily guess a north indian stuck in chennai has plethora of stuffs to crib about........so is my case.....but i'll be honest with my blog friends.....somewhere in some hidden nook of my heart i like this city (except the food ) primariliy because the city has its unique culture n i just luv the beaches out here......but all these r just updates of the whatabouts in my life in recent past.....the episode EK PYARA RISHTA starts now.........

Well i just found out how can an unspoken relationship gets established between people.....its like u just feel happy about it....(its not a confession about any of my cushes :P)...though you never think anything about it.......some special rishta is also clicked between the lady who gives the food coupon in my company and me.......i can bear standing in a queue to see a sweet miles long smile that she gives on seeing me......primarily because i give her real big notes for 20/- meal food coupon  n she ammusingly  giving a cunning  look n pays me the rest of change.........how funny is it to think that we  dont even know a common language to talk....though she manages some english to say that why are you are not buying manchurian today......or whenever i tear a normal meals coupon from machine you got to have something else in mind for lunch......
Well amidst all these  what i feel is i can  smile from within me ,no fakeness,  a true one  on seeeing her  despite  of what had been going  in my  office  minutes  ago and irrespective of anything that has been troubling me.N i will continue to give her big notes calling her small box in which she puts money the  ATM machine n she replying back with those shinning eyes, merrily giving me back the back the change.

The Destiny...yes sheer destiny...what else it can be named as.....you always try to be smartest while taking your decisions and this fate can make mockery of it any point of time.....

Here is my story which brought me to this realisation...
I was placed in Covansys a software firm....brilliant decision of mine as i thought...as the firm is not so big and individuals get ample opportunities to show their talent and flourish their skills.....for this very logic well placed in my mind I did not sit in campus interviews of some bigger companies which visited the campus....one of which was CSC.....an international giant in field of consultancy....or a lot larger than Covansys atleast....also had heard from my seniors that the working culture in CSC is very government job type which is not my cup of tea....but even before I could join the firm CSC overtook Covansys....yes I know it is not going to affect at such small level but still it makes me feel like all my thinking has got thrown into a bucket of dustbin......
ye thi meri kahaani.....dardbhari...

now an amusing one of my friend....Ali my batchmate had no such issues like me....he sat in CSC's interviews and qualified them easily...but the company refused to take him as his grades in one of the semesters were below the level demanded by the firm....he too got selected later in Covansys which did not have any grade requirements....someone should have seen his ecstacsy the day he came to know CSC acquisition of Covansys....man the guy literally yelled CSC main aa gaya finally...ha ha ha....

and another buddy in the group Vatsalya whom I helped in clearing the papers of CSC is in 7th heaven hearing the same news....calls himself my boss these days..[:D].....its fun though....but yes makes a point to me....

Destiny U R SUPREME.............

It was nearly a year ago when i wrote this blog about a guy searching for beer on a dry day.And I swear,I had never thought that something like this would occur in my own life. Not even in wildest of my dreams.Perhaps life gives you opportunity to see everything that your brain can think of, you just need to snatch the chance.Being little freaky or wild takes you there.
Guys you all must have got the message...this post of mine is about fun of getting drunk on a dry day..
Getting drunk has always been fascinating for me.And I really enjoy it.Without caring a single bit about losing my senses I just believe in drinking drinking and drinking until my nerves surrender and my body give away.
But this time around the fun part wasn't the drinking part, rather
it was how to get the stuff.
Well we took it as a challenge.Used all our links in this good endeavor. In due time visited all the bars that we knew.Results were dismal and we were losing the hope. But all of a sudden reached a bar which was closed from the front but was selling the poisonous elixir from its back gate.So who was going to wait.That bloody barman took advantage of the day as well sold the bottle to us at double rate.But who cared after so much trouble.
bought one full one and we were back.other guys did not really expect us to succeed.solemn faces questioned us..mila kya....
we did not need to answer....our ex-pression said everything....
the night rolled on and so the party.....
with a toast to dry day it started....and it turned out be an awesome night......
CHEERS!!!!!!!!

bahut roye hai un aanson ki khatir
jo nikalte hai khushion ki intaha pe

vo kehte the rone se nahi badalte naseeb,
unki is baat ne umr bhar rone bhi na diya

---bahut roye hai us aanso ki khatir
jo nikalta hai khushi ki intaha pe

only poetic lines could do this......it altogether has a different impact.....ji karta hai bas doharaate jao.....

i am not a shaayar but do try my level best to appreciate things that i am able to understand.....

What do u do when you have exams next morning and you are not able to sleep....I chose to write a blog...The important thing is that its not that you are not able to go into dreams because you are having tension of some sort....Exams are no big deal now....especially when its your 16th and the last mid term examination...neither does it hold any importance now.....its just that its not giving me any tension.....I was never like this.....I used to care about my marks when I was in school so why have i changed.....Is this change good or bad.....thinking about all those people who wish you good luck for the papers i feel guilty.....especially my girl friend who called specially to tell me not to take much stress......
And here I am stressed not being able to sleep,,,,,hope to catch a short nap now....
good nite...

Cadets you won't get any reward for winning the games.....Winning is what we are are and it never surprises us.....U fucking try to losse then we will show you what you deserve....
Words of an IMA officer.....thats the Spirit people and I bow in respect to it.... 

Is it Megha....oh yes Megha she is....said all blushed up Rajeet after seeing the email on screen.....all other windows immediately minimised even before mind could have provided anything else in offer.....and before reading the content of the mail  the lad was lost brooding in some other world.....hands on cheeks the two longer fingers supporting the forhead and the thumb just below lips, the very same position in which is Ranjeet is usually lost except when he is pretending to be thinking.......the radiant face speaking out everything that is going inside the mind....hummm....she still remembers me.....ahaaa.....she still remembers me....WOW....she still remembers me......isnt this the most wonderful thing in he world......She remembers me man.....

 

THUD....THUD....

(Suddenly Ranjeet comes out of his dreamland)

Ranjeet : Who is it?

Durgesh: Its me yaar...Durgesh. Open this damn door. And I need your system for half an hour....I have an urgent mail to send.

(Ranjeet....electrocuted...he hadnt yet replied to the mail and nothing was more important for him now)

Ranjeet: Sorry yaar. I am working on very important assignment that i have to submit tomorrow. Ask someone else na plz.... 

Durgesh:Its ok yaar.....I will ask Mayank....Its fine...But which assignment are you working on....

Ranjeet: Go man...Let me do first....

Durgesh: Fine fine....i am going now....but I know  you arent working on any assignmeant....

 

before Ranjeet could have replied Durgesh was gone and there was silence again......

But the mail was yet to be replied.....

Ranjeet sat perplexed....how do i reply that she percieves the enthusiasm......

n finally here is Ranjeet's reply

 

Hey Megha its so great to hear from you after so long i cant really tell you......internet is really an amazing thing yaar.......so where are you these days and and what else is going on in life.....infact I have to ask so many things that this small piece of brain is just buzzed up with questions.....

just be in touch from now onwards and reply soon....

Regards Ranjeet....

 

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Readers I dont know that where this story could be led to.....few suggestons would be really helpful for Ranjeet and Megha.

 

Vishal